Perfection
Three years ago today junior and I made our relationship official. Three years ago he and I first kissed. Three years ago I had no idea my whole life would change. Three years ago i let myself love another.
If you didn’t know, today’s my anniversary with Junior. In the beginning everyone said that out relationship would not last bc of our different lifestyles. Him being from a lower class and I in a higher. We didn’t care. We were and still are very happy. he let his guard down and took a chance with me as I did with him. Despite what everyone was saying it never brought us down and we weren’t about to bend over backwards bc of what they said either. We bent over backwards for each other.
From the beginning we were still are the perfect couple and I say this bc it’s true. We bicker never fight. We say what we mean and don’t regret it bc we know each other so well that instead of fighting about it we talk about it. Literally.
I’m so blessed to have him in my life. He would do anything for me as I would for him. This morning I was woken up by s text from him. This is what it said:
“Baby I wish could give you everything you want. I’m so sorry that what I offer you it’s not enough. I just want you to know is that I love you with all my heart.
One you should treasure, but not as a possession, Who needs to be loved, not treated with aggression. Her value is more than all the world’s treasures, Not just the sum of scale’s unit measures. She should always be built up, not torn down, By all the words you speak, when she is around. She needs to be hugged and not pushed away, Especially when you both having a really bad day. Words spoken to her in haste and anger, Can place her fragile heart in danger. She should be admired for her boundless love, And looked upon as a true gift from Above. Not used as a target for all your frustration, But held close and kissed with loving admiration. You should always appreciate her commitment to you, And not take for granted what she’s given up for you! Kiss her and love her all that you possibly can, And don’t be embarrassed to be seen holding her hand. Treasure each day as if it were the last, And at the end of your life you won’t be regretting your past. Love love love love you.”
He knows how to get me :)
Get a clue!
I’m a bitch normally. I’m going to tell you how it is no matter what. Come to me with problems and except me to console you or feel sorry. Won’t happen. Just saying be prepared.
- for example, if your having problems such as boyfriend/girlfriend issues, and everyone is saying the same thing, shouldn’t that tell you something? Really now?! Don’t think that just bc I know what everyone else is saying and you think I’m ganna say the opposite. No, I’m thinking what everyone else is thinking.
- If you aren’t together and claim that you are over it and want to give space, it’s probably NOT a good idea to stalk them
- What makes you think that it’s ok to be friends but still give the benefits of being together. You’re an idiot if you think things will change. They are just using you. When are you going to get it?
- Friends hang out to have good times laugh and chill, not talk about you ad your relationship that I care nothing about. Shut up already. I told you my piece. Do you think I’m going to change my opinion or answer?! No.
- If I’m being a bitch to you on purpose, I DO NOT LIKE YOU!!
- Take the hint. I’m not answering your texts…..does that not tell you something?!
- My best friend doesn’t like you do you really think I’ll hangout with you with her?! No
Ridiculous.
Complete Again.
Junior came home today from his Vegas trip for his brothers birthday, which is today. For three years, we have never left eachother side as I have mentioned. I had a good weekend of course, but him not being here made me feel like the weekend would never end and I sure did not like it at all. I’m good with him leaving and hanging out with his friends, trips included. Just was weird not having him around. I realized I’m super dependent on him for everything. Good thing or bad? I’m Not sure. I love the man.
No words can describe how in love I am. After years of believing I will always be alone and no one would love me the way my dad loves my mom, by the grace of the beer gods Junior was put in my path of my new beginning. Together for three years on the first of February, we have had minimal ups and downs and we have been blessed to be able to share every minute of the day literally with each other without bickering. I’ve been blessed. I can’t even explain how happy I am that he is with me and loves me just as much as I love him.
Finally
After a few hrs of debating whether I NEED a tumblr or not, I’ve decided that since I don’t have a life why not. I’ve given into society once again. Maybe I can finally clean my thoughts seeing as how no one in my life has tumblr. Good for me. I dont think I would have the balls to post certain things if certain people had my tumblr account. Hmm. I wonder if it’s me scared of them finding out what’s going on around me or the fact that I’m not ok with who I really am?! Mix of both maybe? I think so…
Until next time…
